Friday, June 12, 2009

Tears

In one beautiful evening while I was walking with my dear family in a mall at Kuantan I heard a song that automatically remind me of my dear sister Izzati. The lyric that had capture my mind and heart was

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on

Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day

Time can bring you down,
time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart,
have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would YOU be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on

Song By: Eric Clapton – Tears in Heaven




This is not the full version of the lyrics…just the words that really touched my heart…there were tears in my eyes when I heard the song as I know I will only meet my dear sister again in the other life. I also could feel my sister feelings. I know that she will feel the same way if she hears this song especially towards her daughter and family. She have mentioned before her hope to be united again with her dear daughter in the final life (the hereafter). I really hope when Insyiroh grows up or able to understand she will get to know her mother…how beautiful her mother was, how kind and passionate her mother was and how her mother really loved her and willingly to sacrifice anything for Insyiroh to live and get the best of life. Oh my heart just melts whenever I have this thought. Although our family have moved on the thought of our dear sister Izzati remain in every single heart of our family. Al- Fatihah …


Insyiroh dan Ummi ~ Aidilfitri 2006



Arwah Ummi di Kubur Mama Huda ~ Aidilfitri 2006

Dear Insyiroh…your mother was a very kind and solehah women…she had endured many hardship with no complaint only with a heart that is full with the redha and pasrah feeling. We all love her and really respect and adore her. We sees her as a good servant of Allah, wife, daughter and mother. It breaks my heart to know that you only had the opportunity to meet her but not to know her. But just remembered my dear… Allah is the most loving and knows the best. There is hikmah in everything that had happened. The fate that Allah creates is always perfect and there is goodness in all. We will always be here for you my dear just called our name and we will be there through your ups and down in life. Be a good muslimah my dear Insyiroh as that is one of your mother’s hopes….

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Ujian Menaip

Ambil ujian yang diberi oleh arnie ini keputusannya:

Kamu mencapai 194 markah, jadi kamu berada di posisi 35953 dari 122337 dalam senarai kedudukan

Kamu menaip 236 aksara seminit
Kamu mendapat 39 perkataan betul dan
kamu mendapat 0 perkataan salah

Huhu..keputusan mendukacitakan...

Kepada kawan-kawan sila cuba ye:

idama

Sheri
kak long Nuzula
kak hana
Ani

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Perkongsian Maklumat

Semalam sewaktu bersiap hendak ke tempat kerja, saya sempat menonton atau sebenarnya mendengar isu yang dibincangkan di MHI. Isu mengenai perundangan dan kad pengenalan. Peguam yang dijemput ke MHI menegaskan yang kita sebenarnya tidak boleh meninggalkan kad pengenalan (IC) jika kita diminta berbuat demikian sebelum memasuki mana-mana bangunan atau kawasan. Ini adalah salah di sisi undang-undang. Meskipun begitu, yang peliknya premis kerajaan turut mengamalkan kaedah ini, sebelum masuk ke bangunan kena tinggalkan IC kepada pegawai keselamatan yang bertugas.

Bagi memberi kesedaran kepada rakyat isu ini patut disebarkan. Terutama dalam keadaan sekarang yang mana kebanyakan pegawai keselamatan bukan di kalangan warga tempatan. Isu ini adalah penting atas sebab-sebab berikut:

1. Individu terbabit boleh fotostat IC kita dan menyalah gunakan dokumen tersebut.

2. Jika IC tersebut hilang/tertukar kita perlu bertanggungjawab. Sebenarnya mereka yang perlu bertanggungjawab tetapi biasanya mereka akan buat tidak peduli sahaja.

3. Dalam IC kita sekarang terdapat banyak maklumat peribadi. Maklumlah Mykad, maka maklumat lesen, bank, kwsp, Tauch n Go dll semua dapat diakses menggunakan IC tersebut.

4. Dikhuatiri IC kita dipalsukan. Masalah IC palsu ini merupakan salah satu masalah yang semakin parah di negara kita. Jika IC kita dipalsukan sudah tentu kita akan menghadapi masalah pada masa hadapan.

5. Oleh kerana IC adalah tanggungjawab kita (menurut undang-undang) kita sepatutnya menjaga IC kita sebaik-baiknya.

Secara kesimpulannya, peguam tersebut menyatakan jika kita ke kawasan awam sebagai contoh ke premis kerajaan, kita sepatutnya tidak perlu menyerahkan IC kita. Memadai dengan kita menunjukkan IC kita dan menulis no IC bagi rujukan pegawai keselamatan tersebut. Jika kita ingin masuk ke kawasan persendirian ini akan melibatkan undang-undang yang lain. Tetapi tetap secara dasarnya kita tidak perlu meninggalkan IC kita kepada pegawai keselamatan di pintu masuk.

p/s saya bukan pakar undang-undang maka saya tidak dapat menjelaskan secara terperinci mengenai akta yang terlibat. Maklumat yang saya sampaikan sangat general. Jika ada peguam yang ingin betulkan dipersilakan...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Khaizuran is Two!

Khaizuran First hour of life

Alhamdullilah...Khaizuran is two years old, yesterday was his birthday. The 2nd of Jun 2007 is a significant day for us. This is the day when we both become parent (^_^). Time flies really fast as I still could remember the day when I got the double line the hours of pain trying anxiously to bring khaizuran into this world. Alhamdullilah this 2 years of journey have been a very joyful journey, there were ups and down but still we both feel happy and content. Our love are more complete with the existence of our Heroes Khaizuran and Khairin.

My dear son..mama and abah are so proud to be your parent. We have so many plans for your future InsyaAllah as long as we live and Allah give us the strength we will be here with you in the ups and downs of life. Khaizuran mama and abah prays and hope that you will be a good Muslim. Having and loving you is one of the most valuable things in our life. Mama and Abah love you so much my dear…you are our hero…