Tears

In one beautiful evening while I was walking with my dear family in a mall at Kuantan I heard a song that automatically remind me of my dear sister Izzati. The lyric that had capture my mind and heart was

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on

Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day

Time can bring you down,
time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart,
have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would YOU be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on

Song By: Eric Clapton – Tears in Heaven




This is not the full version of the lyrics…just the words that really touched my heart…there were tears in my eyes when I heard the song as I know I will only meet my dear sister again in the other life. I also could feel my sister feelings. I know that she will feel the same way if she hears this song especially towards her daughter and family. She have mentioned before her hope to be united again with her dear daughter in the final life (the hereafter). I really hope when Insyiroh grows up or able to understand she will get to know her mother…how beautiful her mother was, how kind and passionate her mother was and how her mother really loved her and willingly to sacrifice anything for Insyiroh to live and get the best of life. Oh my heart just melts whenever I have this thought. Although our family have moved on the thought of our dear sister Izzati remain in every single heart of our family. Al- Fatihah …


Insyiroh dan Ummi ~ Aidilfitri 2006



Arwah Ummi di Kubur Mama Huda ~ Aidilfitri 2006

Dear Insyiroh…your mother was a very kind and solehah women…she had endured many hardship with no complaint only with a heart that is full with the redha and pasrah feeling. We all love her and really respect and adore her. We sees her as a good servant of Allah, wife, daughter and mother. It breaks my heart to know that you only had the opportunity to meet her but not to know her. But just remembered my dear… Allah is the most loving and knows the best. There is hikmah in everything that had happened. The fate that Allah creates is always perfect and there is goodness in all. We will always be here for you my dear just called our name and we will be there through your ups and down in life. Be a good muslimah my dear Insyiroh as that is one of your mother’s hopes….

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